Host: Dan Kennedy
Dan: [00:00:02] Welcome to The Moth Podcast. I'm Dan Kennedy. Our first story this week is from storyteller Paul Bacon. And it was told live here in New York City in 2007. This is such a fun story. The theme of the night was The Late Late Show: Stories of Life After Dark.
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Here's Paul Bacon.
Paul: [00:00:30] Okay, so, I used to work as a police officer here in New York City. I was a patrolman in Harlem at the 28th Precinct. I worked the 04:00 PM to midnight tour. At the end of one of these tours, I was told at the very last minute that I had another tour to do from midnight until 08:00 AM. So, it would be a double shift. This is the kind of thing that happened when you're a rookie. You always get the last-minute crappy job.
So, I got on my patrol and I drove down to One Police Plaza, which is the police headquarters in downtown Manhattan. It's a large campus. It has lots of different security booths around the outside. And my job was to sit in one of those security booths all night, which sounds easy enough, but I was dead tired. I had a partner that I was going to be in that booth with the whole night. We had two different meal times. His was at 02: AM, mine was at 03:00 AM, so that there'd always be somebody at that post, because we're basically guarding the police department at this point. So, there has to be somebody on there.
And also, as to what constitutes a meal hour at 02:00 AM or 03:00 AM, it's of course, as you might expect, a sleeping hour. But that's totally prohibited. We're not allowed to sleep, but of course, everybody did. The punishment, if we were to get caught, for sleeping on the job, it's a minor violation, but the job, they take away your vacation days. It's like, the worst thing they could do to you when you're working as a cop to have to work more as a cop. [audience laughter]
So, if you're late one day, maybe they'll take one vacation day. If you get caught sleeping, they take a few vacation days. I imagined that getting caught sleeping when your job was to watch the fortress, I figured that would be like 5, 10 vacation days. So when it came my turn to sleep at 03:00 AM, I got in my patrol car and I just parked in a parking lot that was next to the security booth, down a hill and around a corner a little bit, and I found a slot between two other police cars, and I just parked in there and I thought, nobody's going to see me. This is going to be fine. I'm in the tall cotton here. Nobody's going to see me.
Excuse me. [coughs] I just need some water. [clears throat]
I'm going to try to sleep in my car, but I can't sleep in the front seat, because I can't sleep sitting up. I've never been able to sleep on airplanes. So, I figured, well, you know what? I can stretch out in the backseat. So, I get in the back seat, close the door, lay down on my side and I'm out like that, because I've been so tired. I set my alarm for 04:00 AM, but sometimes, I woke up just a little bit before my alarm, and it was like-- It was a chilling revelation inside of a dream. I didn't realize until I dreamed about it. What I had done is I'd locked myself inside, because this is the backseat of a police car. [audience laughter]
I knew that what it's for, because I transported prisoners before in the back there. I know that we always have to let them out. There are door handles. There are door handles on both sides, but they're purely decorative. [audience laughter] If my partner could see me, if I could get his attention, he could just come let me out. It's really easy. But he's close enough that I can see him and I can see what he's doing. But he's far enough away that he can't hear me screaming at him, and he can't even hear me banging on the windows. I get my flashlight off my belt and I try to catch his attention, it's just lighting up the side of his face. He's not seeing anything. Maybe he's sleeping too. Basically, he's out of the picture.
So, I think, well, usually when I'm in trouble, I go right for my radio when I reach for my radio, but it's not on my hip. I left the radio in the front seat when I went to the back to sleep, because I knew I was going to lay on my side. So, I just took off my radio and my gun and I placed him in the passenger seat. [audience laughter] I can see them. I can look through the compartment. There's plexiglass. I can see my gun and my radio. My two most important things in my whole life right now, out of reach.
About this time, a Pepsi distributor truck pulls up in front of the parking lot. And I think, oh, this is great. I'm going to be safe. So, when the driver gets out of the cab, I knock really hard on the window and I get his attention right away. He looks in my direction. Now, remember, it's really dark where I am. It's just like a darkened parking lot. He doesn't see me. I can tell that even though I'm making a lot of noise. So, I take the flashlight again and I point it like this. [audience laughter]
This makes the man very scared. [audience laughter] There goes my only way out, because he gets in his truck and he drives away. [audience laughter] I realize, now I can see I should have shined the light on my past. Like, I'm a police officer on my shield. But no, I'm the face. It must have looked like a jack-o-lantern. [audience laughter] Never saw him again. I didn't think I was going to see anybody else, because it was like now 04:00 in the morning. It's the financial district. It's Sunday. There's nobody out.
I do have my cell phone on my belt. I pick it up and I think, well, it'd be great if I had my partner's phone number up in the booth. Maybe I could wake him up with a little ringtone. I just met him that night for the first time. I don't have his cell phone number. I can't call him in the booth, because I don't know the booth number, because I don't work in this precinct. But I think maybe I could call my own precinct, okay, up in Harlem. It's about eight miles away.
I'd have to really sweet talk somebody into coming in and coming all the way downtown to come let me out of the car. I know that if I tell anybody what's happened to me, I'm never going to hear the end of it, because I'm already a rookie. So, you get a hard time just for showing up. And then, I also happen to be kind of a liberal. And in the police department, being a liberal, it's impossible for you to do your job and be a liberal at the same time. It's like I'm a tailor with no hands. [audience laughter]
I get a lot of flack for this, constant flack for being-- But I was a closet liberal. That's what they were always trying to out me as a liberal, because I was always trying to hide it, because I just wanted to blend in. [audience laughter] So, I know I've already got these two strikes against me. So, the third strike, the getting locked in the back of the car, it's going to be, forget about it, I don't even want to call the precinct. I'd rather just perish in the back of this car. [audience laughter]
There is one number that I can call. If I call this number, it's going to be guaranteed somebody's going to come help me. But I never really wanted to call 911 as a cop. [audience laughter] It didn't seem very professional somehow. But I have no other choice, so I called 911 and I let it ring. I'm almost thinking like, God, I hope they don't pick up. [audience laughter] But they do.
First off, I say who I am and that I try to sound very calm. I just need a unit to come to my location, just non-emergency, just one car, please. [audience laughter] She says, “No problem, Officer. What's your location?” I realize I don't know my location. A cop that doesn't know his location, it's really embarrassing. I don't know, because I don't work in this precinct and I can't swim any street signs, but I can see that Pace University. I can see the logo on the wall. I say, “I'm near there.” And she says, “That's fine. That's fine. But one more thing, Officer, I just need this for my report. What's your situation?”
I say, “Operator, I was hoping to not have to tell you that. Do I have to tell you?” She's like, “Yes.” And she's like, “Oh, wait, I know.” And she seems to get it. She seems like she thinks she knows. She's like, “Oh, did you lock yourself out of your car?” I said, “No, I'm locked inside.” [audience laughter] She laughs just like that. [audience laughter] But immediately, she's very genteel about it. She immediately puts me on hold, so I don't have to hear her laughing at me. [audience laughter] But the thing is, is when she comes back from hold, I hear other laughing. [audience laughter] I can hear the whole audience laughing. She's obviously told everybody in 911. I envision this high-tech room with all these operators, these little headsets and now, they're all laughing about me.
So, I tell her and she's like, “Don't worry about it. Just relax.” And I say, “Okay, fine.” I hang up the phone and I go, “[sighs] The hard part is over. That was embarrassing. I think that's the worst of it.” And then, about a minute later, I hear a police siren off in the distance. And then another, and then another police siren. I start to see flashing lights bouncing off of buildings and I'm like, “What's happened?” So, I called 911 again and I have to explain my whole situation. I'm that guy who's at the-- They say, “Please hold.” When they come back from hold, they say, “Oh, well, Officer, your request for an additional unit was transmitted as a 1013.” And at 1013, I say, “That's the radio code for officer down.” [audience laughter]
That's like a cop has a knife at his throat, or he's laying bleeding in the street and he's bleeding into the gutter. That's a 1013. Not locked in the back of my car. [audience laughter] And not only is this embarrassing, because it's blown it up way out of proportion. There's no way I'm going to get away with this now. But it's really dangerous, because cops driving around, coming to each other's rescue, that's their favorite thing to do. It's like the only thing they like about being a cop, is when another cop's in trouble and they can rush to their location, because there's nothing to stop them. They can just drive as fast as they want.
And now, this is all happening on my behalf. I have this vision of somebody getting killed or hurt. And the next day, it's going to be on the cover of the Daily News and the Post. It'll be my ID picture next to some dead person now. I just think, this is all going to be my fault. So, I beg the operator, “Please call off the 1013.” She says she will and then I hang up. I notice that my partner in the booth. All this activity has actually gotten him up and he's moving around now. [audience laughter] He's coming down the hill. I can tell he can't see which car I'm in, because he never really paid attention to where I went when I left for meal.
So, I take the radio off-- I'm sorry. I take my flashlight off the belt and I shine it like I was doing it to before when he didn't see me. I'm really trying to get his attention. He takes his radio flashlight off and he shines it back at me and goes like this. [audience laughter] Like, I'm having some kind of fun flashlight time with him or something. [audience laughter] He just turns around and walks toward the booth. I knock on the window, “Jesus Christ, I'm still fucking locked in here. Let Me out.” [audience laughter] He gets the point. He walks down the hill. It takes him two seconds. He just reaches down, lifts up my door handle. That's all I needed, and I'm free.
But I'm not exactly in the clear yet, you see? [audience laughter] Because it's not for another five hours that I learn what my partner then tells me, which is that, “I'm not going to get in trouble for this. Nobody's going to find out,” he insists. Because he says, “The only person that's going to put you on report for this is your sergeant. If you get in trouble, your sergeant gets in trouble for something called failure to supervise. So, he's not going to get you in trouble. As for your homies up in the 28, they're not going to find out either, because these cops down in this precinct, everybody knows.”
Now, everybody knows in the first precinct, because it went over the radio. But he says, “They look out for their sergeant here. They really like this guy, so they're not going to tell him.” So, when I'm in line to get my overtime slip signed out at the end of the night, where all the other cops are like, “Oh, I'm going to make so much money off this.” I have to be very contrite and very penitent when I walk up to the sergeant and I hand him my slip. He looks at my name and he recognizes it, oh, that's the kid that was locked in his car. He signed it and he goes, “Here you go, Bacon. You're a legend.”
That's the only ribbing I get. [audience laughter] That's the only ribbing I get. I know that nobody in the 28 precincts found out, because I never heard about it. Because if one person found out, they'd all find out and then they'd all dump on me. So, they never find out and they never will, unless anybody here from the 28 from my old squad? I didn't think so. Okay, so, my secret's safe, and that's my story. Thanks.
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Dan: [00:13:09] Paul Bacon is a writer and cartoonist. He's the author of Bad Cop: New York's Least Likely Police Officer Tells All.
Our second story this week is from Bokara Legendre. And theme of the night was Call of the Wild.
So, one of the things we love to do on the podcast is just dig deep back into the archives. Part of the deal with that is sometimes the audio is a little hard to hear. This was recorded back in 2002, so bear with us on the audio, but we love this story so much. Here's Bokara.
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[00:13:54] Well, I never was much for the wild. I mean, hunting safaris really left me cold. It was my mother's thing. She was a great white hunter, and she shot animals all over the world. I grew up in a house where the walls were covered with stuffed heads of hippos, lions and elephants. I played on rugs of bear and zebra and lion. So, I hastily became a Buddhist vegetarian and an animal defender. [audience laughter]
My idea of the wilds was Broadway and Bleecker. [audience laughter] Mummy said, “When are you going to learn to shoot? Don't you think you're a scaredy-cat?” But I didn't want to be a hunter. I wanted to be a writer. But I was a scaredy-cat, because I didn't know where to begin, and I didn't think that anyone would ever buy anything that I wrote.
Until one day a very attractive friend of mummy's came for lunch. He was 6’4”. He looked great in his safari jacket with epaulettes. [audience laughter] After lunch, he took out his raptors. They were in a large cage the size of two television sets. And out of it, he took an enormous hawk as big as a Labrador. And on his hand, he put this heavy leather glove. This hawk put its steel jaw claws around that glove.
Well, I didn't want to get too near and I saw mummy's trigger finger quiver. [audience laughter] But after lunch, then we went for walk. He told me these great stories about wild animals that he saved and then filmed. None of his animals ever got killed. I thought, this is fantastic. This great big attractive man loves animals. So, over the next few months, we had the odd romantic evening. And then, he said, “I'm off to Rhodesia, girl. Why don't you meet me there?”
Now, I'm sure he said that to all the girls. How many of them packed up their cotton pants, and their bug spray and actually went? Well, I suddenly had such an affinity for safari clothes. [audience laughter] I rushed right out, and bought these marvelous jackets and shirts with epaulettes on, [audience laughter] and cotton pants and lots of pockets, and I was all set to go. Now, my real dream had always been to wear a trench coat and a slouchy hat. As a reporter, this is pretty good.
Now, mummy was quite wary, not about charging animals, but she thought that the political situation in Rhodesia was heating up. So, she called her friend, Lord Salisbury, for which Salisbury Rhodesia was named, and she said, “I want you to give my daughter a letter to the Prime Minister, so that if anything happens she'll be all right.” So, I put the letter in my pocket and I wired Jim and I said, “I'll be in Salisbury Airport at 03:00 PM.” He was surprised, but he took it like a man. [audience laughter]
So, he said, “I hope you have your mother's courage in the bush looking at me hard.” [audience laughter] And I said, “I'm ready for anything,” putting on my topi and my goggles, I jumped into the Land Rover. “Well,” he said, “Tonight, we'll spend the night by a water hole, so that you can see the game.” I said, “Fine.” My heart's sinking. We drove across this absolutely empty vent. There wasn't a thing on it, except this water hole with a few bushes on the far side, nothing to protect us.
We stretched out our sleeping bags by the embers of our little fire that we cooked dinner over. And Jim said, “I'll flash my flashlight on the other side of the waterfall and see if there are any animals.” And I said, “Don't do it, because they don't see us here.” [audience laughter] And so, he dipped. There were lions the other side, the water hole. Now, the water hole was not that big. I mean, maybe the end of this wall. We got out our binoculars to watch the lions. And I said, “Jim, I really think we better not flash this light, because the lions are grunting and they see us.” And he said, “I thought you came to Africa to see the game. Don't you trust me?” And I said, “Well, but I came to Africa to see you and the gang.” [audience laughter]
Well, the lions ran around in circles and they nipped each other. They were flirting and they were kind of cute, like great big puppies if they hadn't been right there. [audience laughter] After a while, they started to make love. We sat on our side of the waterfall looking at these lions making love in the moonlight and the flashlight. And I thought, those guys know what they're doing. [audience laughter] But no, after a while, they went away. They slunk off into the dark, and we stretched out in our sleeping bags and I thought, I'm going to do an all-night vigil, because they might come round the work hall and eat the people who had the flashlight. But inevitably, I fell asleep thinking I was awake, which is a very easy thing to do. [audience laughter]
The next morning, I woke up and all around my sleeping bag were these big round circles, big round impressions in soft blood. And I thought, well, small crop circles, meteors. Finally, a UFO. Jim woke up and he said, “Elephants.” I said, “Elephants?” He said, “Yes, they're very quiet. They've come and they've walked around us during the night. They never step on you.” I said, “Wait a minute, an elephant was in within six inches of my head,” which is where this impression was. “I didn't hear it. I don't believe it. This is dangerous. We shouldn't be doing this.” I finally freaked out.
He said, “Don't you trust me? I'm taking care of you. There's nothing to be afraid of. An elephant never steps on anyone.” I said, “Jim, these are wild animals. I think we should be careful. I think it would be a silly way to go, would be stepped on by an elephant accidentally.” [audience laughter] So, all day long, we rushed around in the red Land Rover in the dusty world of Africa, looking at herds of game and things. And that night, we stayed in a tented camp that belonged to a friend of his. I was lying in the tent and I was just remembering, did you see that movie, The Snows of Kilimanjaro? Well, it was this wounded man in a tent, and the hyena came down and it smelled the blood and it walked round and round the tent. I kept checking to be sure that my mosquito bites were bleeding and would have cracked the hyenas.
But in the middle of the night, I needed to pee. So, I took my flashlight and I crept out of the tent. It was a very bright moon and I thought, well, I don't want to turn on my flashlight, because that will actually attract animals to me, and I don't want to wake you anyone up. So, I started walking very carefully, looking at the ground to be sure there weren't any snakes or things towards this little bathroom tent that was just the other side of a little track. It was very close. I knew exactly where it was. But all of a sudden, there was a wall.
Now, there had been no wall between the tent and the bathroom tent. I stood there, it was pitch dark. So, I finally turned on my flashlight. And it had a tail. It had a tail. And its tummy grumbled. I stepped backwards very slowly and saw that it was an elephant. As I walked backwards into the tent and all the way, I saw this elephant silhouetted against the starlight. I got back into the tent. Jim said, “Are you all right? Is everything fine?” I said, “Oh, yes, I just met an elephant.” And he said, “Well, honey,” and put his arm around me. “It's Africa for you.”
Well, the next day, [audience laughter] he was going to film a lion eating a goat. Now, in a little circular clearing, they had tethered a goat, and next to it was something called a boma, a little hut made of yellowing, dried up bamboo leaves. And inside that boma, there was a little stool. And Jim said, “You sit on the stool. When the lion comes, you will have a really good view of the lion.” I said, “Do I want a really good view of the lion?” And he said, “That's why people come to Africa.’
He and the film crew were going to be up in a tree, and he assured me that if anything [audience laughter] should happen, they would take care of me. And he said, “It may be a long wait. The main thing to remember is you mustn't look once the lion has come. You must not move, no matter what.” So, I took a book to sit and read. While I was waiting for the lion, I took Proust's the Budding Grove, because I knew it would be a long afternoon. [audience laughter]
So, I've been sitting there for about an hour and 15 minutes when the lion appeared. It just came out of the edge of the jungle. It crouched and looked at the goat, which was bleeding madly, pulling at its tether, absolutely desperate. I sat there, absolutely desperate myself. I could feel the budding groan was slipping off my knee. It's a very heavy book. I tried to hold it on with one finger, because I didn't want to move. And the lion crouched, and I thought, now he's going to jump. So, I shut my eyes, because I didn't want to see. But then, I opened my eyes, because what if he jumped on me. And then, he sat down and thought about it. And I thought, that's not how lions behave. [audience laughter] So, this lion knows there's something screwy.
And then, it got up and it walked very slowly around the clearing, which means it went behind me. And I thought, I'm chopped liver. But the film crew is supposed to protect me in the tree, but what if they don't have a gun? And I suddenly thought, I haven't seen any guns. I wonder if there are any guns. Guns had become terribly attractive to me. [audience laughter] But I couldn't remember whether I'd asked if there was a gun. The lion came until he was in front of me again, and then he crouched down, and I shut my eyes and I heard this crash and this crunch. He jumped on this bleeding, screaming goat. I opened my eyes and the lion's behind was towards me, luckily, so I couldn't see it actually eating the goat.
But at that moment, I could feel my glasses slipping down my nose, because I'd been sweating so much. And my heart had been beating so hard that they were going, going, going. And I thought, is it worse to move, pushing them back up, or is it worse if they fall off and make a noise? I decided it was less bad to push them up. So, very carefully I did. And my elbow brushed the dry bamboo leaves and the lion stopped eating. And I thought, that's it. Now, I'm dead. I'm dead. What I must do is pray. I must pray.
Now, I couldn't think of any prayers. Hindu prayers, Buddhist prayers, Christian prayers. Oh, [sings] And then, the lion started to eat again. After a bit, it rolled over with its feet in the air. I could see its huge, big, huge pores with these long, sharp claws and its big tummy, which wasn't quite as white as the National Geographic tummies. And then, it rolled back over, and it started to walk back out of the [unintelligible 00:28:01] I was just going-- when it turned around and looked at me. And in that moment, our eyes met, or at least they did for me.
I was looking into the eyes of a lion, and I thought something was exchanged. There was some moment of recognition. I thought of those African boys who have to go out and kill a lion before they can claim their manhood. The lion turn and it just vanished quietly into the jungle. But I knew that something had happened to me, that I was brave to be sitting there, that I was different. And then, I started to shake. [audience laughter] My book fell off and my glasses fell off. The cameraman came and he opened the boma door and he said, “You could come out.” Jim came up and he said, “Good girl,” and put his arm around me.
I knew I was a good girl and I knew I was brave. And so, he said, “Do you want to go to the Congo with me?” And I said, “No, I've got something else to do. [audience laughter] I'm taking my letter to Prime Minister Ian Smith. I'm going to get an interview with him and get it published in the newspaper.” And I did. I did an interview then with the opposition leader, and they got published in my local papers in South Carolina. It started a whole life where I did wear trench coats and slouchy hats and interview revolutionaries. You know, facing the lions is an old cliché. But for me, that call of the wild was the perfect thing, because it was the beginning of my new life.
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Dan: [00:30:03] Bokara Legendre is an artist, writer and stage performer. She was also the host of KQED's Lunch with Bokara.
That's it for this week. Thanks to all of you for listening. We hope you have a story-worthy week.
Mooj: [00:30:17] Dan Kennedy is the author of the books, Loser Goes First, Rock on and American Spirit. He's also a regular host and performer with The Moth.
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